The Empress, Familiars, Orangutans, Cherries and love.

Warm hugs to all...... It is just a short time after Summer Solstice and I guess I am beginning to heal a bit now after loosing Jackory....

* have finished a few outstanding things like the baby orangutan I started ages ago. I could only work on it when I was able to put "love" into it - The thing with love is that to me it's like an energy, and it's probably what people who can do "psychometry" (holding things and being able to "read" from them) link in too. Again, if we "hate" something, I'm sure we can put in that energy into what ever we are working on or holding too... It's something to think about don't you think... When I started it, I was really annoyed with someone but it didnt help me make it - I didn't enjoy what I was doing and put it awy. Working with it recently, I worked with images of what I wanted it to look like, and was able to "love" it into completion, unlike before. So have a think - if things you are tring to make or put into reality, if things are difficult for you to do, where "love" or "caring" comes into play. Orangutan spirit oddly enough, links into love and nurturing...

*Am also starting to read again, a fab book by Phillip Pullman, it's called "The Subtle Knife" and it is, magically fabulous, with witches, familiars, angels.... I found this interpretation of a familiar on the internet:- "A witch's familiar can be his or her closest companion, offering moral support, special knowledge, and/or physical healing" - I can see how this fits in with Jackory and I, and how lost I have been feeling since he went on his next adventure to be a search and rescue dog.

* I've started to look at cards again, I've done a psychic party for ten, and really enjoyed it, specially as there were lots of single mums, and as a single mum for a long long time I was really happy I'd kept the prices affordable for them. it was a really girly night and so nice to laugh and giggle again.... and I so enjoyed using my cards for the first time since Jackory. I've been looking at them for me, too, and although I haven't liked what they have to say in answer to my questions, the Empress card keeps popping up for me, which is great really as to me it means taking charge of things again, taking up the reigns, feeling more in control - cards are guides, as well as future telling, so for me, at this moment in time, it is what I need to do really to keep going. To be in control, catch up with things....

* In the garden, the cherry tree has cherries - and it has never had cherries since I've lived here, thats been over 5 years now, and that's cool, cos Jack used to love to lie under the tree when it was hot... For me it means Jack is happy he is on his new pathway, he's happy, okay.... if you look up the meaning of cherry, or cherry wood, it means "love".


Thanks for your lovely comments and thoughts, be happy to read for you Karishma!

love and light to all
Gina and Jackoryx

Back from the land of the Fae

Well, I'm back from the land of the Fae, it was so nice to see my family!

Yesterday was my first day back home and I put the tv on to catch the last hour of the film Wynn Dixie, a heart warming film.

Logan is driving me nuts to-day as whenever I try to do something he scratches at my back door to be let out...

I still am not keen on looking at my cards so have joined Just Giving, and set up a page in Jackory's memory, to support UK Search and rescue dogs - readings in return for a charity donation! See http://www.justgiving.com/psychicreadings

Hopefully it will go towards suupporting him in some way, as he travels on in his new spirit path to do his search and rescue work. I've also joined Canine Concern with my other two dogs (Logan you can't lounge on the sofa all day every day now!) - we get to go visiting people in homes/hospitals, hopefully they are in for lots of patting and spoiling....

Blessed Be. Love and Light. No tarot blurb today, but these quotes from films are in my mind...

"It's amazing, Molly. The love inside. You take it with you" Patrick Swayze, in Ghost.
"Opal...you cannot hold onto anything that wants to go. Doyou understand what I'm sayin'? You just got to love it while you got it, and that's that. (the blind lady in Winn Dixie)

Love them while you have them, and they take the love with them! How amazing is that... The more you love them, the more they take with them.

Found Jack's Yellow Ball Sunday

Okay it's now three weeks and it hasn't got any better. But the sun is shining, I don't want to touch my tarot. I did a spread a few weeks back for myself and got some pretty horrendous cards, including the Tower.... it was so black in fact I put them away and almost wished I'd never looked at them. I guess I now now why...

On Sunday, I came downstairs and found Jack's beloved yellow ball on the pantry floor. The pantry was one of his safe quiet places he used to like to go to whenever the rain fell, or the fireworks went off, or perhpas Logan got a bit too playful and he wanted a bit of piece and quiet. The yellow ball was his favourite. And it has been missing for weeks.

I know. Perhaps Logan found it, or Caeryws. But the fact is that Caeryws never goes into the pantry. Logan will, rarely, but I am grateful. I am hoping it is Jack telling me he is okay.

Right now I don't want to look at my cards or do any readings, so my phone is off. I don't feel able to read for anyone right now and that includes myself... but I am away soon off to the land of the fairies and the leprachauns....

I am grateful though... and I am starting witchcraft lessons.... Merry meet.Trust Jackory to love his yellow ball best. Yellow is positivity, happiness. And Jack had that in every single cell and within his spirit. And I think if someone said you can have your left arm but not your right, and you can have Jackory back, and I'd say yes okay....
but then I'm selfish. He told me where he is going, to be a search and rescue dog. How cool is that. Some day someone is to be rescued by him, found by him, helped by him, perhaps even a relative of mine will be helped... so who am I to call him back.
Aren't dogs fab. go and give yours a cuddle, you know Dog is "God" backward.....
Blessed be.
Love and light to all, including Jackory.
Gina.